2005-03-03

drilled

Ok.
Don�t get jealous when I tell you this.
Promise??

I had a root canal yesterday. I know. How lucky can a girl get?!?
I knew it was coming, but I thought it would just be a consultation yesterday, and then I could psyche myself up for the invasion at a later date. Boo.
The dentist is a specialist � only does root canals, so he is very good. I was flipping out in the chair and told him I am NOT GOOD with any kind of dental work. He was like, Ok, but I�m going to do it anyway. Der
The Novocain had adrenaline in it and my heart was racing. I really thought I might have a heart attack. But ultimately, he was very good. He reamed the shit out of my tooth and I didn�t feel a thing. I was exhausted by the time I got home and fell asleep early. It felt good to sleep so deeply.
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I�ve been lately thinking about my life�s time . . .
I am in the odd position of seeing my ex on a regular basis. The odd part is I don�t think we are yet over one another. It is that strange place between breaking up and at peace. Though it has been 10 years (count �em) he haunts me nearly every night. My hubby knows all about him, and even that I dream about him, but is not threatened. I love my husband. He is kind and good and sweet and sexy.

happy to be stuck with you - Sunday, Jan. 01, 2006
the error of complacency - Friday, Aug. 26, 2005
CAN IT - Wednesday, Aug. 24, 2005
Still breathing . . . - Tuesday, Aug. 23, 2005
the big move - Thursday, Jul. 28, 2005